Deluded

Have you ever been stuck in a rut and no matter what you do you can't undo things

You see the only thing he could think of was regretting ever beginning. This led to a lot of entanglements in his life which he fought to rise above but somehow always ended up getting caught. As he sat in the park bench he thought of the many things he could have done different the many places he should have gone to the many people he would have met but all this were wishes and only existed in his mind. This was real life and its never that easy, Mickey was a very quiet shy boy growing and never had many friends but somehow he ended up having all these enemies around who always tried to bring him down. He had all the wrong people around but that never bothered him because he would escape in his head and imagine things that didn't exist as this made him very happy. But nothing prepared him of what the future held, a cycle that is damned with problems and pain never ending as this was his life. You see when he met this girl she seemed like an angel who was alone and he needed to be a hero at least for his ego but little did he know that she was a hole and everyone who got too close would get buried in it.But there was something so intriguing about her, so against his best judgement he got with her and it all begun the series of events that changed his life completely. It first started with him losing his family member who all cut him off because of this association as they didn't approve of it. Then he was isolated from his close friends as he never spent time with them all he did was attend to this girl whom he loved. The relationship was addictive as it was toxic, they became codependent and neither could function without the other. In no time they started drowning into each others misery and getting suffocated in each others presence. He tried to break up with her but she always managed to pull him back in and on top of that she got pregnant. So as he sat on that bench contemplating on what to do next as he had dropped out of school due to his lifestyle, being together wasn't an option anymore but a requirement as she was very wealthy.He kept replaying his life with the choices he had made thinking what could he had done different...(to be continued)