Forbidden Crush

"In my dreams you are mine, in my life you are my dream"Anonymous.

I got a crush,

that gives me a rush,

every time i think of you i blush,

coz you are such a hunk,

and I'm not even trying to smash.

I'm obsessed with the way you smile,

it sends chills down my spine,

done stalking you online,

now i just want to make you mine,

ready to put in that work to wine & dine you.

Because for you i will be,

anything you want me to be,

pretend to care about things,

just to get you to like me,

then maybe show you my true self.

But i like you too much,

so i will play my games such,

as to allow a build up,

of emotions and ensure that,

i relish the crush for as long as it lasts.

Since i know how fickle,

feelings can be so i don't need,

to make a fool out of myself,

besides i get to enjoy the idea,

before i can face the reality.

Just your touch,

makes me uneasy,

and i never know what to say,

to you so i try to act cool,

knowing very well i don't feel so good.

As inside me a volcano explodes,

of a million and one expressions,

then my mind goes blank,

and my mouth begins to mumble,

but you think i am funny so i go with it.

I don't see how we could be,

coz we are too different,

but it's too exciting to like someone new,

even though nothing will happen,

as forbidden fruits are too good to be true.

#Forbiddencrush