Depression

"Depression is like feeling homesick but not knowing where home is"Anonymous.

It's the voices in my head,

that keep bringing things up,

everything that was left unsaid,

and all the bad decisions made.

A repeat of past mistakes,

that were made in a haste,

to avoid the disgrace,

of having retakes.

Which led to an unending cycle,

of grief and relieving,

these moments wishing,

that you knew better.

The many nights of insomnia,

and restlessness daily,

feeling so tired and lazy,

from the weight of the world, so heavy.

Expecting too much,

coz of a situation misjudge,

leading to a straw clutch.

as you drown in your own mud.

Feeling so powerless,

as you have no control,

of the outcomes of the unknown,

so you let the situation unfold.

Making you unravel,

with all the uncertainty,

and fear of loss,

that makes you depressed.

But not all hope is lost,

as everything comes at a cost,

so you will eventually cross,

the finish line and your storm will be done.

Since everything comes to an end,

allow yourself to forget,

and spend time with friends,

as you heal from the inside.

Depression affects everyone,

even your loved ones,

when you become sad,

they also get hurt.

#Depressionisanepidemic